Roller Coaster

I feel as though I have been on an emotional roller coaster. For two weeks, I have felt like the devil has been attacking my heart, mind and body in full force. My heart has been so heavy for the child that passed away yesterday. My mind has been full of things that need to be done along with the excitement and anxiety of learning we are pregnant. My body has endured a very nervous stomach and bladder spasms every other day as well as adjusting to being pregnant (fatigue and nausea are starting.) This week is going to be tough. Probably the toughest of my life. Dealing with the loss of a child and praying that everything goes smoothly for my first OB appointment as well as practicing everyday for our 2nd grade program in two weeks. I am praying every other breath. I know God is with me because I am not had a mental breakdown yet. Please just say a prayer for us and our school for this week. It's going to be tough.